The one who comes home

Tourmaline, Prehnite with Epidote, Morganite
Tourmaline, Prehnite with Epidote, Morganite

There comes a moment
when the soul stands quietly
at the edge of its own becoming
and wonders
must the door to freedom
close every door behind it
must the heart choose
between belonging
and becoming whole
yet the oldest wisdom
whispers otherwise
a river does not betray the ocean
by changing its course
a seed does not betray the earth
when it breaks its shell
the moon does not abandon the night
by becoming full
and love
true love
was never meant to be
a room with no windows
the soul must learn
there is a hidden law
written beneath all human attachment
what is truly sacred
does not require the soul
to become smaller
the old self may tremble
when the horizon opens
it may whisper
what will remain
if everything changes
yet the horizon only simply widens
and somewhere beyond
the familiar shape of life
another kind of belonging waits
one that does not demand sameness
one that does not fear transformation
one that can witness a soul becoming
without calling it betrayal
perhaps becoming is revelation
perhaps what falls away
was never love itself
but only the shape
love was once forced to take
there is no holiness
in disappearing for another
there is no sacred vow
that requires the heart
to betray its own truth
the deepest devotion
may be the courage
to stand fully alive
in the presence of another
without disguise
without apology
without asking permission
to exist
and if some cannot remain
beside that becoming
let the parting be mourned
without turning it into a failure
for not every ending
is a punishment
some endings are bridges
some losses are doors
through which the soul
finally learns its own name
and perhaps the great mystery is
what kind of love becomes possible
once the soul no longer abandons itself
then the heart opens
more completely within the world
the beloved remains beloved
the home remains home
the roots remain deep
but the branches
finally remember the sky
and the soul
no longer divided against itself
steps into the widening light
not leaving love
not leaving life
not leaving anyone behind
but arriving at last
where it was always going
home
to love
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What has to be waited for

Whale vertebra fossil, Larimar, Polyura narcaeus, Aquamarine, Morganite, Dravite, Quartz, Smithsonite, and Lapis Lazuli
Whale vertebra fossil, Larimar, Polyura narcaeus, Aquamarine, Morganite, Dravite, Quartz, Smithsonite, and Lapis Lazuli

Some things
must be left to their own time
the courage
that grows quietly
beneath the days
when you think nothing is changing
some truths
are seeds
there are dreams
that need time
to ripen beyond impatience
you may know their direction
without knowing their hour
you may feel
the shape of what is coming
long before you have a name for it
there are silences
full of things happening
there are pauses
where a life is quietly
changing course
there are seasons
when the deepest work
happens underground
something gathering strength
in a place you cannot reach
something is loosening
something is gathering
something is becoming
strong enough
to carry your name
so wait
for what cannot be forced
wait for the clarity
that leaves you quieter
wait for the moment
when action feels
like arrival
when it comes
you will know
perhaps the world
will still be uncertain
perhaps your hands
will still tremble
until then
let the unanswered question
keep some mystery
let the future
remain partly unopened
there is something sacred
in a door left closed
there is a timing
that belongs to life
and moves beyond your hands
perhaps this is
what waiting asks of us
to let the unseen
take its time
to become ready
for what cannot yet
become

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Healing

Larimar, Quartz, Lapis Lazuli, Aquamarine, Asteroidea, and gifted Shells and Wood from New-Zealand

You are not the shore
that must contain the ocean
you are the tide
the moonlit vastness
the endless blue returning to itself
you have carried worlds
in the hollow of your hands
mistaking the weight of love
for the measure of your worth
now the universe opens
where your heart once closed
every boundary
becomes a horizon
every ending
a door into the infinite
you were never meant to become smaller to be loved
you are the sky after the last star fades
the silence from which galaxies rise
the boundless becoming of everything you are
and healing
is remembering
that nothing you have lost
could ever diminish
the infinite that lives within you
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Let it

Gifted Rocks and Shells, Smoky Quartz
Gifted Rocks and Shells, Smoky Quartz

You do not have to drag
the old weight into the new day
let your hands open
let the names you were given
the promises you outgrew
the rooms where you made yourself smaller
fall quietly behind you
you do not need to burn them
you do not need to forgive them all
you do not even need to understand
why you carried them so long
simply stop carrying them
what leaves you
does not take your life with it
it makes space
and in that space
something has been waiting
for you
to finally become
unburdened enough
to hear yourself
so let it fall
everything that was never yours
everything you carried
out of love
out of fear
out of habit
let it meet the earth
then walk on
do not reach back for what you released
some doors are not meant
to be closed behind you
they are meant
to disappear from the landscape
until one day
you realize
you have walked so far into your freedom
you can no longer remember
why you ever turned back
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